There are no words...........................

I don't even know how to write this post. I can hardly even see the words on my screen. I went to feed Junior and found that he had died. 😭😭😭😭😭I'm sorry. I have no words. Thanks to all of you for everything. For loving him, for helping to pay for his chance, for praying for him. 💔💔💔💔 I'll need time. I'll be back. It will just be awhile so I can heal.

Sobbing out my Goodbye

 I tried to be brave as I dropped off Midnight. I cried on the way there. I cried as I tried to explain why you can see jaw bone exposed on his mouth. I managed to get out the door before I started ugly sobbing. I sobbed all the way to my appointment at my chiropractor's office. 

I'm about to go in and expect to cry more during my appointment. Especially if they ask how I am, 

I'm broken hearted about an iguana that ripped part of my cheek open. I'm feeling like a failure to him. I'm sad he's going from me. I mourn my dreams for him being my iguana pet on a leash. I mourn for Turbo and Sancho too. 

Go with God, sweet Midnight.